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[22Jul2005|8:32am] i leave for tampa tomorrow. me and andrew are going to busch gardens for our 2 year anniversay. got free tickets and a half. we're ready. bring on the day. ♥

[24Jun2005|6:54pm] anxiety oh anxiety ... why me? leave me alone. i can't take it, my mind can't take it. is this just an endless struggle? im struggling. im drowning. my worst fear as of now: being alone. ps. walmart can kiss my sexy ass. 6 ♥

[9Jun2005|4:24pm] fuck the ritz. blah. smoking a blunt in honor of the ritz. quiting was a waste of time. and fun. beach was fun.and now im like 10x darker. yea-ah. ♥

[9Jun2005|12:08am] [ mood | sleepy ] dave chapelle :season 2. freakin sweet. but even better when youre watching it with friends and the man i LOVE. muah, goodnight. day #3! i ROCK!!! ♥

SHOW SHOW SHOW> [8Jun2005|5:38pm] Friday June 10th FIGHT NIGHT xREIGN OF TERRORx Round For Round Standing Strong Call To Preserve One X One (andrews band) come and bring your dancing shoes. 1 ♥

dance !!dance!! [8Jun2005|9:50am] fuck you and youre scene. girls are a bitch. and sometimes out of control. gah. i freakin love my bff joshua eales. beach thursday w/ kels and josh. friday: andrews show, gettin crunk after show. learning some dance moves tonight (kels)hahah off to work ps. I FREAKIN LOVE ANDREW THOMAS TAYLOR> he is my world. <3 3 ♥

[26Feb2005|7:09pm] so what do you do in a predicament like this? if hurting me doesnt bother you, then youre not worth my time. my feeling are precious. appreciate. finally got to hang out with my old clique again. awesome time. flying to denver. if i dont get out of here fast im going to go crazy. i deserve only the best. holla back. 3 ♥

[10Feb2005|8:42am] its been like months. i think that the only reason that i even logged on was to read the end of chris's lj. i dont know how to feel about all of this. of course im sad, but i just cant stop thinking ...why ? i cant get his face out of my mind. i just cant stop thinking about him period. im going to drive myself insane. im sick. but who isnt. andrew is buying me a puppy!! life isnt fair. 5 ♥

[17Nov2004|3:32pm] murder me beautiful Listen up The ruthless My hostage Betrayed with a kiss @ rock bottom SAT. nov. 20th @ 8 EVERYONE SHOULD GO!!! NO SERIOUSLY... YOU SHOULD! 1 ♥

[17Nov2004|9:56am] your promises dont last long theres always someone else something better being alone is my only sanity nothing i do seems to matter i wish you cared. ♥

[1Nov2004|2:07pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | surprise surprise-TSL ] in short. the show was beyond words the most fun ive had in a long time. thanks Roxanne for for coming with me in my attempt to make it to the stage. it was fun! something happened to my arm. its swollen, bruised, and hurts like woah! a friend of mine moved back. which by the way is awesome. im excited. i think its time to call. ive received more beautiful flowers! the meaning means more than the flowers.. but i still love them!! halloween was unexpectedly loads of fun. had a house full of political bitches that my brother had over and all the guys came and hung out in my room b/c they were so fucking stupid. "like" and "oh my god" was used way to much. i had to leave. just got news that i get to have baily for this weekend. gosh. im so freakin estatic! red white & blue bowling tonight. my house should be finished being built and ready for me to move into in like 2-3 weeks. PARTY at my house! <3 3 ♥

could this be the end. [27Oct2004|9:48am] its sad to say. but. livejournal is dead. dead i say. theres nothing more to see. its just dead. im sorry i just cant read about. omg. fob is like omg like two more days. like omg im sooo totally excited. and i love him i love her i had a dream about this guy but i love that guy. omg too much love. what ever should i do? ldshflahsglhasdfglhadlfghalfdgldaf. goodbye fellow livejournalers 7 ♥

[11Oct2004|11:00am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | the used ] ive got the greatest boyfriend ever and the most beautiful vase of awesomely pink flowers! the surreal life is for real the best thing on tv as of now. flavor flav is awesome. college will not defeat me. ive finally finished my paper for my english class. im not sure if im completly 100% satisfied with it...but its done and due today. I need this A. i get to spend an hour with carson and dylan today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know youre jealous! i want to "borrow" brians taco bell dog Baily!!! where is my hot curly haired friend. o where o where is he? i miss you terribly josh! 4 ♥

[27Sep2004|11:23am] he makes me sick. 4 ♥

sfhshfshfshf [16Sep2004|8:52pm] the british are in town. the british are in town. this is officially the last day that im not going to go to class. i swear! i admit. resident evil wasnt all that bad. i stayed awake if that means anything. i love andrew to pieces. ps. now just where is my mcdonalds.??? 8 ♥

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