i hate the way you say my name

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 12:33:52 GMT

i leave for tampa tomorrow.

me and andrew are going to busch gardens for our 2 year anniversay.

got free tickets and a half.

we're ready.

bring on the day.

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 22:58:06 GMT

anxiety oh anxiety ...
why me?

leave me alone.
i can't take it, my mind can't take it.

is this just an endless struggle?

im struggling. im drowning.

my worst fear as of now: being alone.

ps. walmart can kiss my sexy ass.

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 20:26:44 GMT

fuck the ritz.

blah.

smoking a blunt in honor of the ritz.

quiting was a waste of time. and fun.

beach was fun.and now im like 10x darker. yea-ah.

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 04:15:48 GMT

dave chapelle :season 2.
freakin sweet.
but even better when youre watching it with friends and the man i LOVE.

muah, goodnight.

day #3! i ROCK!!!

SHOW SHOW SHOW>

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:42:47 GMT

Friday
June 10th

FIGHT NIGHT
xREIGN OF TERRORx
Round For Round
Standing Strong
Call To Preserve
One X One (andrews band)

come and bring your dancing shoes.

dance !!dance!!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 13:54:42 GMT

fuck you and youre scene.
girls are a bitch. and sometimes out of control.

gah.

i freakin love my bff joshua eales.

beach thursday w/ kels and josh.

friday: andrews show, gettin crunk after show.

learning some dance moves tonight (kels)hahah

off to work

ps. I FREAKIN LOVE ANDREW THOMAS TAYLOR> he is my world.

<3

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 00:14:26 GMT

so what do you do in a predicament like this?

if hurting me doesnt bother you, then youre not worth my time.

my feeling are precious. appreciate.

finally got to hang out with my old clique again. awesome time.

flying to denver. if i dont get out of here fast im going to go crazy.

i deserve only the best.

holla back.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 13:49:39 GMT

its been like months.

i think that the only reason that i even logged on was to read the end of chris's lj.

i dont know how to feel about all of this. of course im sad, but i just cant stop thinking ...why ?
i cant get his face out of my mind.
i just cant stop thinking about him period.

im going to drive myself insane.

im sick. but who isnt.

andrew is buying me a puppy!!

life isnt fair.

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 20:29:31 GMT

murder me beautiful
Listen up
The ruthless
My hostage
Betrayed with a kiss @
rock bottom SAT. nov. 20th @ 8

EVERYONE SHOULD GO!!! NO SERIOUSLY... YOU SHOULD!

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 14:54:39 GMT

your promises dont last long

theres always someone else
something better

being alone is my only sanity

nothing i do seems to matter

i wish you cared.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 19:18:03 GMT

in short.

the show was beyond words
the most fun ive had in a long time.
thanks Roxanne for for coming with me in my attempt to make it to the stage. it was fun!

something happened to my arm. its swollen, bruised, and hurts like woah!

a friend of mine moved back. which by the way is awesome.
im excited. i think its time to call.

ive received more beautiful flowers!
the meaning means more than the flowers.. but i still love them!!

halloween was unexpectedly loads of fun. had a house full of political bitches that my brother had over and all the guys came and hung out in my room b/c they were so fucking stupid.

"like" and "oh my god" was used way to much. i had to leave.

just got news that i get to have baily for this weekend. gosh. im so freakin estatic!

red white & blue bowling tonight.

my house should be finished being built and ready for me to move into in like 2-3 weeks.
PARTY at my house!

<3

could this be the end.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 13:49:53 GMT

its sad to say.
but.
livejournal is dead.
dead i say.
theres nothing more to see.
its just dead.

im sorry
i just cant read about. omg. fob is like omg like two more days. like omg im sooo totally excited.
and i love him i love her i had a dream about this guy but i love that guy. omg too much love. what ever should i do?

ldshflahsglhasdfglhadlfghalfdgldaf. goodbye fellow livejournalers

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:05:51 GMT

ive got the greatest boyfriend ever and the most beautiful vase of awesomely pink flowers!

the surreal life is for real the best thing on tv as of now.
flavor flav is awesome.

college will not defeat me.

ive finally finished my paper for my english class. im not sure if im completly 100% satisfied with it...but its done and due today. I need this A.

i get to spend an hour with carson and dylan today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know youre jealous!

i want to "borrow" brians taco bell dog Baily!!!

where is my hot curly haired friend. o where o where is he? i miss you terribly josh!

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 15:21:28 GMT

he makes me sick.

sfhshfshfshf

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 00:54:43 GMT

the british are in town. the british are in town.

this is officially the last day that im not going to go to class. i swear!

i admit. resident evil wasnt all that bad. i stayed awake if that means anything.

i love andrew to pieces.
ps. now just where is my mcdonalds.???

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 14:41:48 GMT

ps. jordon called + texted me last night.

pss. but my phone was off

psss. if you had the choice of loving/being loved by the girl of your dreams or talking/gawking/etc. with random hot girls ..which would you choose.

make the right choice

everyone cant always be happy.

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 23:13:47 GMT

oh damn

i hate the fact that fallout boy has become a trend to like. "fallout boy, oh my god theyre so aweseome." damn. fuck.

but its straight. ive got my ticket. and i know where ill be and ill know where my fist will be if any little bitch wants to get in my way. damn.

i wish i was drunk...er...

im becoming so laid back. i just dont care anymore. anymore. anymore. i dont. seriously. i dont. things happen and thats what happens and i cant stop any of it. oh well. if i could i would... but i cant. you do what you do and ill do what i do. if feelings didnt matter. its alright because he has his computer and i have....

nothing. nothing.

i still love him more than anything.. just some of my perspectives about us/ him/ me have changed. it can be changed... but will it? i seriously dont think so.

buuuuutttttt.

im crazy.

ps. my boyfriend hates me..
he's in love with the simpson sisters.
so if theres any available guy...

pss. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT.... i have ryan cabrera....ohhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 17:37:31 GMT

where o where could my boyfriend be?
o where o where could he be?

cant wait for this weekend. its gonna be badass.

she asks so many questions... that i dont want to answer.

fall asleep to me.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 22:40:44 GMT

it was gorgeous today. made it feel like summer again.

i need pain medicine.bad.

i dont understand this whole being tired ALL the time crap.

dont look down- fast forward is such a great song.

i life is once again complete.. now that i have the new/old coheed.

...i guess ill go take a nap....
dont let me sleep forever. please.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 13:51:33 GMT

Sex lives of my lj friends by chynafox
username
The one who likes their toes sucked	jdizzle24
The one with the huge boobs	reemusk
The one who needs viagra	dreamsfadeok
The one who likes to watch	iamjackseulogy
The one who likes it from behind	distortedscenes
The gay one	ugotmestumped
The virgin	stickyicky2005
The one who likes orgies	hcisvanity
The one who wears a rubber mask	burningemoboy
The one that likes pain	whosupforpizza
The one who can go at it all night	_inmyownwords_

Quiz created with MemeGen!

haha- josh a virgin. hahhah

he says im an alocholic. i beg to differ. uhhh???

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 23:50:11 GMT

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

how can i be feeling both of these songs at the same time? someone stop me.

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away...

im soooo confused. so alone. alone.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 13:27:17 GMT

ive come to the conclusion that going to the beach high wasnt a good idea....but going drunk is far worse. especially when the waves are like they are.

my back still hurts.

it was nice to hang out with josh again. sorry lauren you couldnt come.

to make a long post short.
im in love and couldnt be any happier.

off to work. the worst place to be with people who are freaking out over this hurricane. 7 hours and counting down.

i will survive college. i will

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 04:52:28 GMT

ok so maybe i reconsidered the whole bad haircut thing.
partial styling/partial mental.

this hurricane is going to rain on my parade and prevent me from going camping on the beach this weekend. but to stop and think that would be tight to go camping in a hurricane. i mean we might die. but it would be tight!!!!

i have a major urge to go surfing ...SOON!

ya thirsty
ya wanna soda.
huuhhhh?
wanna FALLOUT BOY ticket????? cuz i got MINE!!!! oh snap.

(no check, no work)- thats my new motto. hmmmm? i wonder how everyone else feels about this. muahahaha.

let it be known that i love andrew to DEATH. to death i say.

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 20:54:14 GMT

why do haircuts have to be such dramatic experiences for me?

ive just got home from the worst haircut ever.!

if i could swallow the pain i would...but that would mean i would be able to swallow.

im not prepared for class.
im going to fail the test.

but i am prepared for this hurricane...
i cant wait!.

"see ya"

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 00:33:26 GMT

my parents are going out of town tomorrow!

my brother wants to smoke.

i might get fired from my job, i called a customer a bitch. well... she was.

i was just flashed by my brothers friends.. i think ive lost my appetite for the next month.

i miss my boyfriend